Seeing Stars with Mark 29 Aug - 4 Sept 2009
Posted in Seeing Stars with Mark on August 28th, 2009Dear Friends,
Everybody check your daytimers… How was Wednesday Aug 26th? This was the day that Mercury formed the focal point of a t-square with the opposition of Venus and Pluto. Each of these planets was at 0 degrees of a cardinal sign. Cardinal signs are creative or initiatory - they like to start things, but they don’t always finish what they start. Pluto was retrograde and will be through Sept 11, 2009. Put a note on your calendar for that day, because once Pluto goes direct, everything that has been challenging us since early April will begin to unfold more rapidly, bringing in the necessity for us to take responsibility for our actions. Action is necessary right now, actually, but it may be that we are not sure of what action to take, or perhaps we have taken action and it was not appropriate. We will have time to make amends, because Mars, the planet of action will be retrograde from Dec 20th through March 9th 2010. This will be a time when we must accept and deal with the consequences of our actions since early 2009. Choosing and acting wisely now will go a long way towards creating a future based on harmony and flow rather than disagreement and conflict.
In a t-square configuration, the planet squaring both planets forming the opposition is the planet where the energy of the opposition is released. Mercury represents our thoughts and our communications, the manner in which we process information, as well as daily routines, neighbors, and siblings. Pluto in Capricorn and Venus in Cancer opposing each other create a tug of war in which our desire for safety and security is struggling against the Plutonian demand for transformation and accountability. Too often, our comfort zone is a not healthy but merely familiar. For this reason, people who were abused or suffered greatly as children will “choose” to stay in relationships which others may recognize as abusive or wrought with difficulty. These relationships are familiar or “comfortable” in that they re-create the experiences or emotions with which the person is most familiar. Because these people are afraid of the unknown, they cling to what can be expected, which is an illusion of control. Placing themselves in a “new” situation where they do not know what to expect can create severe fear and anxiety. Even if the new situation offers them a safer, less volatile environment, the fear of this unknown situation is so much more powerful that they will often choose the more familiar, but less healthy, situation in an effort to gain the illusion of control through the employment of their well-honed survival skills. If we are honest with ourselves, we can all understand this mode of being. If we were told we were stupid when we were young, we may have chosen to befriend less intelligent people, therefore elevating our own intelligence by comparison. The same could be true of any criticism that we internalized: not pretty enough? Easy! Hang out with unattractive people. Not creative enough? Hang out with dull people. Not tall enough? Hang out with shorter people. These are oversimplified examples of a not very simple concept, but I hope we all get the idea.
This past week crystallized the tension between where we are “safe” and familiar, and also at risk and threatened, and the need to break old patterns and bad habits in order to facilitate growth and freedom from repression. Sound familiar? Yes, it should! This is the demand of the Saturn/Uranus opposition about which I have been writing for several years now. This particular astrological event happens only once every 42 years. We are now experiencing the denouement of this opposition, although there is enough collateral activity with the developing Cardinal Climax, as it is being called in astrological circles, that even as the Saturn/Uranus crisis comes to ahead, bigger and more volatile ones are just forming. We have been discussing the need to let go of patterns and habits that don’t serve us anymore in order to make our daily routines serve our long term goals better. This is necessary because once the Cardinal Climax begins in earnest this winter, the demand will be for a complete overhaul of everything that has, so far, been our foundation and our starting point. If we haven’t gotten rid of the dead weight by then, then the new beginnings demanded by the Cardinal Climax will be so much harder to create. For this reason, wise astrologers always counsel people to “do their Saturn,” because Saturn is always trying to prepare us for the next lesson, the next level of growth. With Saturn in Virgo, the demand is to be more healthy in every way: physical health, mental health, emotional health, financial health. “Healthy is as healthy does” could be a good way to look at the situation.
What we need to accept from the Venus opposition to Pluto, through the agent of Mercury in Libra, is that we need to find more balance in our lives, in our survival mechanisms, and in our understanding of what safety and security mean. There is no mention of “repetition” or “codependency” in the dictionary for these terms. Also, Mercury in Libra is asking us to put some mental effort into understanding our relationships. How do we use relationships to create a better experience for ourselves? How do we allow our relationships to prevent us from a better experience of ourselves? Relationships are like rose bushes, they require lots of attention. A good gardener knows that in order for healthy growth and abundant blooming to occur, there must be an equal amount of pruning, fertilizing, and vigilance against pests. Weeds and pests don’t need water or fertilizer; they thrive with neglect. They steal resources from the cultivated plants we are trying to nurse. A decision not to nurse your flowers is a decision to nurture weeds. Mercury squaring both Venus and Pluto is making it clear that we must be more dedicated to cultivating that which we need in order to bloom. Sometimes, a damaged plant must be dug up and removed for the greater benefit of the entire garden. This is the theme of each major transit playing out in our lives right now. How we choose to allow this theme to develop, or how we choose to thwart its development, will bring each of us a unique result.
It is my sincere hope for everyone that we can all learn to step outside of our safety zone in order to experience a reality that is not dependent on repeating the same old tired, self-defeating patterns that we learned as survival mechanisms when we were younger. We are no longer children…its time to put away childish things. If we aren’t going to take responsibility for our own happiness, if we aren’t willing to do the work, if we aren’t able to learn from the mistakes of those who went before us, then how can expect to grow, to thrive, to bloom?
“God helps those who help themselves,” “charity begins at home,” and “place your oxygen mask on yourself first and then help your neighbor” are all good advice these days.
Buckle up! Its gonna be a bumpy ride, and for those of us who are thinking they have already had a bumpy ride, beware: its really just starting.
It is never too late to be healthy, to be conscious, to be aware, to be responsible, to love and to be loved.
Please come to the holistic arts fair this Saturday, August 29th and experience first-hand how many people there are in the world ready to help you, to share their gifts, and to bring healing. I’ll be sharing free mini-readings with all who are interested, time permitting, of course. The event has a $20 cover, but no one will be turned away due to financial stress. Please call the number on the flyer and make arrangements if you need special consideration. We want you to be there!
with love
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